Being as super technologically advanced as I am, I not only blog but I also use facebook. Unfortunately so do many many many of my work colleagues, most of whom I added when I worked alongside them.
Since working in a slightly* higher position I've been dwelling upon how appropriate this is. Indeed some of them update daily with such banal comments that I am beginning to regret adding them simply because the more I know about their personal lives, the more I dislike them. But once you've agreed to one of them, you start to get stuck and quite simply I can't be arsed with the awkward questions as to WHY I don't want to be their "facebook friend". Especially when the answer is I would NEVER be their "real-life" friend outside of work.
However, my dilemma has finally been brought to a head as one of them has just contacted me via facebook to complain about their rota.
But how to start the cull...? Some of them I genuinely want to stay on my facebook. But then the others will notice that, and then all those awkward questions (as outlined earlier) will start. Argh. I've got myself into a bit of a pickle that I'm still too immature/lazy to think through.
By the way if I happen to know you and you're reading this its unlikely you're one of those I've been questioning deleting. Very few people I actually know read this, so if you are its because I like you.
Ooh I sound so lovey dovey. Well no, I actually sound a bit bipolar: incredibly bitchy beyond reasonability one minute, then all nicey-nicey the next. But as I said, I'm a bit pathetic about offending people and moreover, I hate the hassle it causes.
However, I think its time. Soon. Probably.
*Don't get carried away - it is only very slightly; such is the success of my career.
Tuesday, 13 October 2009
Sunday, 27 September 2009
To tweet or not to tweet...
I have revived my Twitter account.
I vaguely remembered creating an account what I thought must have been quite awhile ago, and I noticed the other week that there seems to be somewhat more of a Twitter scene these days*, so I poked about a bit in my inbox and found my username etc, and successfully Tweeted for the first time in...two years.
Apparently I was so enamoured with the whole Twitter "scene" last time that I posted four times, then gave up. A mere 48 hours later.
However, am willing to give it a bit more of a go this time. I seemed to have accrued some followers in my absence - no idea how, but I'm sure its mostly the usual porn/spammers though. In my attempt to try to keep it active (at least more active than the half-life that this blog is experiencing), I have decided to "follow" Jonathan Ross and Katie Price.
Still not convinced about the whole thing yet though. I'm sure its better if you have internet on your phone. Which of course I don't, seeing as my phone is about as hi-tech as a bloody tin can with string attached. Perhaps I'll treat myself to a fancy phone soon. Or perhaps not, as it'll only end up in the bath sooner or later, as all the phones I've ever owned have done.
*Yes, I know that makes me sound like some sort of reptile that has lived under a stone for the last five years. To be honest its quite suprising I even worked out what the hell a blog was, let alone hold a (somewhat) active facebook account.
I vaguely remembered creating an account what I thought must have been quite awhile ago, and I noticed the other week that there seems to be somewhat more of a Twitter scene these days*, so I poked about a bit in my inbox and found my username etc, and successfully Tweeted for the first time in...two years.
Apparently I was so enamoured with the whole Twitter "scene" last time that I posted four times, then gave up. A mere 48 hours later.
However, am willing to give it a bit more of a go this time. I seemed to have accrued some followers in my absence - no idea how, but I'm sure its mostly the usual porn/spammers though. In my attempt to try to keep it active (at least more active than the half-life that this blog is experiencing), I have decided to "follow" Jonathan Ross and Katie Price.
Still not convinced about the whole thing yet though. I'm sure its better if you have internet on your phone. Which of course I don't, seeing as my phone is about as hi-tech as a bloody tin can with string attached. Perhaps I'll treat myself to a fancy phone soon. Or perhaps not, as it'll only end up in the bath sooner or later, as all the phones I've ever owned have done.
*Yes, I know that makes me sound like some sort of reptile that has lived under a stone for the last five years. To be honest its quite suprising I even worked out what the hell a blog was, let alone hold a (somewhat) active facebook account.
Tuesday, 7 July 2009
Career plans. Who needs 'em.
Looking back at this (rather short, having deleted my previous blogging incarnation) blog, a recurring theme of my life seems to be losing interest in things in a rather fast manner. Jobs, films, life generally.
I was hoping to be able to defend myself against this. Unfortunately I have no defence, as the truth of the matter is yes, I do have an incredibly low boredom threshold.
Since my previous blog I have continued in my (promoted) job until February, gone off across three continents on an extended holiday/travelling thing for two months, then was taken back by my job in April on my return. And now I am fast getting fed up with it once more.
I used to think I had valid reasons for changing jobs when I was younger - better pay/working hours, more interesting duties (or colleagues), more scope for promotion, etc - all the usual things. And at the time, i.e. between the ages of 16 and 22, it didn't really matter if I had good enough justifications or not anyway.
However, more recently, I have been feeling pressed down under the rather large weight of the phrase "career". Why isn't a job just a job these days? Why are they suddenly now always careers?
The fact of the matter is, the simplicity implied by discussing one's employment in terms of a "job" just doesn't cut it if you have a degree: "career" suggests all sorts of long-term plans, and even goes so far as to imply that your degree might not have been a total waste of money academically.
Whereas of course, it was.
Mine was a relatively academic subject, considered rather difficult even by some. At college I was given all sorts of lip service along the lines of employers LOVING graduates, a degree shows aptitude for learning new skills etc, life experience, blah blah blah. Then I finish uni, and what is it employers are NOW looking for...? That's right. EXPERIENCE. Not so-called "life experience" (and don't get me wrong, I had fun at university), but actual hands-on, job-related experience.
So I find myself in a job with colleagues who cannot do enough to highlight just how hard they work. I believe more of their time is quite possibly spent showing how much work they do, rather than actually doing it. I'd like to be wrong about that, but I'm not sure that I am. But anyway, back to the point - I am now working somewhere I am feeling less motivated about each day, and yet I am stuck as I don't have any relevant experience.
Its not that I'm not ambitious enough. I think its that I'm too ambitious and am rapidly giving up hope as my ambitious nature is combined with an incredibly logical/realistic (some who know me well enough might even say cynical) outlook on life and I am starting to understand that my life ambitions in all likelihood will never be realised.
And I don't even have any crazy life ambitions. Just, you know, general fulfillment in certain areas of my life - career, family, relationship, friendships. Even two out of four would be good. The problem is, my job (or rather, my so-called "career") is having a negative effect on the other three areas. So I'm thinking thats the priority to sort out.
The big question is, in a recession, how to go about that?
My thinking is: to bide my time.
So, to conclude: despite my poor attention span, my waning interest in my job and its adverse effect on my quality of life, I will be staying put.
So forgive my lack of enthusiasm, but a plan that involves not deviating from what I'm already doing and doesn't hold any new/positive outcomes in the near future, well, is basically a shit plan. But what others are there?
I've analysed it with cold hard logic, and this is the most sensible plan I've come up with. To just ride it out. At least its different from what I have done previously in jobs until now. Although I may have had the right idea before. Time will tell. Hopefully not at the expense of my sanity.
I was hoping to be able to defend myself against this. Unfortunately I have no defence, as the truth of the matter is yes, I do have an incredibly low boredom threshold.
Since my previous blog I have continued in my (promoted) job until February, gone off across three continents on an extended holiday/travelling thing for two months, then was taken back by my job in April on my return. And now I am fast getting fed up with it once more.
I used to think I had valid reasons for changing jobs when I was younger - better pay/working hours, more interesting duties (or colleagues), more scope for promotion, etc - all the usual things. And at the time, i.e. between the ages of 16 and 22, it didn't really matter if I had good enough justifications or not anyway.
However, more recently, I have been feeling pressed down under the rather large weight of the phrase "career". Why isn't a job just a job these days? Why are they suddenly now always careers?
The fact of the matter is, the simplicity implied by discussing one's employment in terms of a "job" just doesn't cut it if you have a degree: "career" suggests all sorts of long-term plans, and even goes so far as to imply that your degree might not have been a total waste of money academically.
Whereas of course, it was.
Mine was a relatively academic subject, considered rather difficult even by some. At college I was given all sorts of lip service along the lines of employers LOVING graduates, a degree shows aptitude for learning new skills etc, life experience, blah blah blah. Then I finish uni, and what is it employers are NOW looking for...? That's right. EXPERIENCE. Not so-called "life experience" (and don't get me wrong, I had fun at university), but actual hands-on, job-related experience.
So I find myself in a job with colleagues who cannot do enough to highlight just how hard they work. I believe more of their time is quite possibly spent showing how much work they do, rather than actually doing it. I'd like to be wrong about that, but I'm not sure that I am. But anyway, back to the point - I am now working somewhere I am feeling less motivated about each day, and yet I am stuck as I don't have any relevant experience.
Its not that I'm not ambitious enough. I think its that I'm too ambitious and am rapidly giving up hope as my ambitious nature is combined with an incredibly logical/realistic (some who know me well enough might even say cynical) outlook on life and I am starting to understand that my life ambitions in all likelihood will never be realised.
And I don't even have any crazy life ambitions. Just, you know, general fulfillment in certain areas of my life - career, family, relationship, friendships. Even two out of four would be good. The problem is, my job (or rather, my so-called "career") is having a negative effect on the other three areas. So I'm thinking thats the priority to sort out.
The big question is, in a recession, how to go about that?
My thinking is: to bide my time.
So, to conclude: despite my poor attention span, my waning interest in my job and its adverse effect on my quality of life, I will be staying put.
So forgive my lack of enthusiasm, but a plan that involves not deviating from what I'm already doing and doesn't hold any new/positive outcomes in the near future, well, is basically a shit plan. But what others are there?
I've analysed it with cold hard logic, and this is the most sensible plan I've come up with. To just ride it out. At least its different from what I have done previously in jobs until now. Although I may have had the right idea before. Time will tell. Hopefully not at the expense of my sanity.
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